No wrapping paper but it's still a gift...

It's funny how people say mean things to make you feel bad like as if you did something wrong. And I will fall for that crap 8 out of 10 times,I guess cause I've always felt that I'm not that good of a person to begin with, plus I hate feeling like I've hurt someone or let them down. When the truth is they're the ones that screwed up and messed up a very good thing. So if making me out to be the bad guy so you can keep from beating yourself up works for you or it helps you better swallow the fact that you ruined the best thing then go for it Merry Christmas it's my gift to you.

Ecko ski trip 09...

Tired isn't even the word.. I just got back from a 4 day ski trip with some of my youth kids and we had SO much fun...! From cracking up on the Ski lifts and Jennifer being on "ski crack" to being soar all over and some lady running straight into me while I was sitting down (her name was Mikala by the way, the youth boys thought that was very funny) we had way to much fun. can't wait to do it again....!

Before I lose myself..

Have you ever looked in the mirror and realized that the person your looking at you don't know...? I have, and I'm tired of sharing my life with this stranger and destroyer of my hopes and dreams. 2 Timothy 1:13-14....In the scriptures we read a lot about being on our guard, and we often times are very quick see that as we should be on guard from the "enemy" or Satan or bad people. When the truth of the mater is most of the time the thing we should guard ourselves from the most in the very same thing we see in the mirror everytime we look.. Whether we want to be real with ourselves and admit that the following statement is true or not it is... "(SELF) beat up Hope and (ME) stole My's dreams, while (I) just stood there and watched"