After reading the latest blog on 90 Days Without Myspace! I began to think about all the feeling I had of Emily when she was first born. When I think about the way I felt back then I get kinda sad because I realize that for the first year of her life I was so fearful that I would lose her. I read this article about S.I.D.S. and it said that for the first year of a child's life (on average) this might occur. And so for the first year of my daughter's life I wouldn't allow myself to fully fall in love with this beautiful little angel. I remember when she turned one I felt such a release in my heart of love for her. I told myself way back then that I would never again let fear control my heart. I told myself that I would love big and love easy and often because I never want to miss another "year" of loving anything or anyone.
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